Here is a compilation of messages sent during my chemo which I much preferred to the “living-death” cancer:
MESSAGE TO DR. ROMANO: re: Chemo
Here are some of the things I will not miss when I recover from chemo:
Not knowing if I feel better eating or puking
Wearing out my body just by the intestines being so busy
Avoiding medium hot food because it’ll burn my mouth
Feeling puny and pukey
Not knowing if I can pass gas or if it’s going to be something else
Having the entire body cramp up because of constipation
Not getting to the bathroom in time
Numbness in my fingertips
Needing to eat a bunch of Tums
Esophageal spasm
Sitting for hours upon hours while they put poison in me
Limiting my driving because of concern of falling asleep at the wheel
Limiting my travel because of concern of difficulty or problems with personal hygiene
Having little latitude between constipation and diarrhea
Staying on target with taking the poop juice
That feeling of “Gosh, I thought I could hold it”
The shock that can go up the urethrae when I pee
The return of itch where the yellow jackets stung me last month
My digestive system waking me from a sleep and not knowing if I was hungry or not
Bouts of flowing, not just runny, nose
Nausea
Trying to decide if, how much and when to take docusate sodium [stool softener], bismuth subsalicylate [stomach relief] and/or simethicone [gas relief] with each other
PHOTOS
Here is one of the fun things I took with me to each of the six HEAVY INFUSION treatments:





THE USE OF THE MEDI-PORT


All hooked up to the tree for the 4 – 6 hour infusion.
Some medicines were added in line to the drip line. Some medicines required the nurse to wear protective clothing. All medicines had another nurse confirm the medicine was the one called for and included check on quantity.



And in a few weeks time there was the hair loss.

And after 18 weeks [6 heavy infusions every three weeks] was the ringing of the bell. As I later learned, not everyone gets the success I received in going into remission.
